(( i dream i used to see...))   Every night as I lay to rest. I think of how you treat me best. Every morning as I awake I day dream of Your sweet face.   A dream is what youll always be. As you stand in the Shadows I wish you could Come to me.   I know I love you. But Im not sure you do. Until the day I can Hold you it can Never be true.   Please be mine and Make me happy. Say no And Ill understand. Either way I have to Tell you about these Feelings that I have had.   Lets get to know Each other better. And maybe youll see. We can be together Like in the dream I used to see.

((I wrote this poem when i was in depressed a few years back.))   Why must life be so ruthless? I will sob no more. There are too many tears in life. Sometimes I wish I wasnt here.   No matter how pleased you are It wont last forever. People can make you furious You can never be truly happy.   First, you start out joyed. But eventually you will fall. Into the deep dark pits of loneliness. And there you cry.   I am always isolated. I spend my days shedding tears. If I show my true emotions No one cares. It feels if I am forgotten. Even though I know, people are lying I know they are going though A hard life themselves. Or does darkness Only exists in mine?   I feel so alone. Will I every find someone That understands me? That loves me? Someday I will find them SomeoneSomeday

((abusive relationship i'm glad i got out because i would have ended like the poem))   We were together For a long time. And you said you loved me. We were like a Safe. I was the lock and you were The key. That night you put Your hands on me. But I came back. Foolish me.   The next day you tried To make me have sex. When I refused You yelled And punched me in the chest. But I came back. Foolish me.   My friends noticed The marks you left. I never told anyone About the attacks. What was the point? I kept coming back.   Time passed. And I finally came To my senses. I was leaving No explanation needed. You were high that night For sure. I grabbed my things And darted for the door. Then a bullet went Through my neck. I was rushed To the hospital. But this time I didnt come back. Foolish me.